Jan 30, 2012

A Reminder To Us All...of How Time Flys

My first baby boy... 

U know, the one I slept next to
for the first weekof his life...
On the floor, next to his crib, listening, waiting,
drifting off only to jump at the sound of his little cry.

Working furiously on his bottle while bouncing him
so as not to wake Doug.
Watching the snow fall out the window,
under the streetlight.
Listening to Turning Point every night,
eating homemade oatmeal chocolate chip cookies
while he drank his bottle,
his body helping to keep mine warm.

He just drove out of our driveway alone.
Not for the first time, nor the last.
But the first day that he will be gone from lunch until 10:00pm.
He is armed as well as we could, 
for what he will might encounter,
today, tomorrow, next week.
And the rest, we trust God to handle.



















Knowing


the watercolor ponies



will one day


ride


away...



1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Precious post. My eyes tear up remembering what you are feeling. You did a great job Mom. Let go and Let God....I know it's hard. In time it gets easier.