My first baby boy...
U know, the one I slept next to
for the first weekof his life...
On the floor, next to his crib, listening, waiting,
drifting off only to jump at the sound of his little cry.
Working furiously on his bottle while bouncing him
so as not to wake Doug.
Watching the snow fall out the window,
under the streetlight.
Listening to Turning Point every night,
eating homemade oatmeal chocolate chip cookies
while he drank his bottle,
his body helping to keep mine warm.
Not for the first time, nor the last.
But the first day that he will be gone from lunch until 10:00pm.
He is armed as well as we could,
for what he will might encounter,
today, tomorrow, next week.
And the rest, we trust God to handle.
Knowing
the watercolor ponies
will one day
ride
away...
1 comment:
Precious post. My eyes tear up remembering what you are feeling. You did a great job Mom. Let go and Let God....I know it's hard. In time it gets easier.
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